if form is perfect,
function isn't needed.
You can seek to understand, but they can never be understood, because
there is nothing to understand. These things are created or discovered
perfectly, their form is absolute, nothing else could compare because they
are outside of comparrison. They can never be recreated, their effects
can never be duplicated. when they are lost, they are lost forever..
Ed: the meek shall inherit the earth after the strong have raped it
for all its worth
Eric: nihilists shall inherit the earth, because there will be no one
turtles: (from http://www.crystalinks.com/totemanimals.html)
Many Natives refer to North America as
Turtle Island, because their legends say that when the earth was covered
with water, Turtle dove to the bottom of the oceans bringing up earth on
its back so that the people could have a safe and dry home. Turtle is at
home anywhere because it carries its home on its back. It does not become
attached to places, for it is free to search for new opportunities wherever
they may be found. When they sense danger, or are in uncomfortable and
insecure settings, they withdraw into their shell, and are protected. If
you have Turtle medicine, you value both the power of the earth, the waters
of the earth, and the magic of the heavens, for Turtle symbolizes both
the grounding quality of earth energy, and the magic of the mystical. Using
Turtle energy can help you achieve real balance in your life and your spirit
so that you don't get "stuck in the mud". Turtle's medicine includes a
connection with the center, navigation skills, patience, self-boundaries,
associated with the feminine, respecting the boundaries of others,
developing new ideas, psychically protecting oneself, self-reliance, tenacity,
naked on the floor, touching in the cool air, sending electric chills
through us. angels sitting on the edge of the bed when you wake up,
feathers on the floor. infinity is flat, no points of reference.
creating something from nothing. is there a minotaur around the corner,
is that what we can hear breathing? being alone. being lonely.
remembering someone you loved long ago and had forgotten completly.
something someone drew for me for my birthday on the wall, is she an angel?
feeling betrayed. winning against all odds. winning a fair
fight. false humility. true humility. very serious inanity.
revolution for the hell of it. is love surrender? are there onle
two choices, fight forever or surrender? Purity blue. her sweet
smell, do you remember it? revenge. regret. sorrow.
pain. redemption. forgiveness. a butterfly landing on your
arm. the butterfly flying away. the butterfly evading your
attempts to catch it, fluttering away from sight forever. pinning
the butterfly to a board, beautiful and dead, morbid. the barbarians
at the gates. fear. remember fear? i don't. no one will
read this, i wouldn't read it. if they read it will they understand?
will they tell me? am i hated as much as i feel? am i loved as much
as i'm told? i'm i lost? is everyone lost? does god love us?
does god love me? does god love you? packages in the mail filled
with random things. cherished moments remembered forever. beautiful
moments lost to the void, forgotten. saving spiders in the sink.
washing spiders down the sink. planning the invasion. planning
the come back. letting things go..
come closer. no. closer.
PABLO PICASSO French b. Spain (1881-1973).
Minotaure caressant une Dormeuse
(Minotaur Caressing a Sleeping Woman), 1933.
I do not understand the masterpiece of your silence. I
cannot see it, it has no tangibility to me, i can only observe its true
effects. You succeeded perfectly.
unravel unravel unravel unravel unravel unravel unravel unravel unravel
unravel unravel unravel unravel unravel unravel unravel
i do not mind that words like perfection, truth, beauty, love all have
become clich'ed. it doesn't affect anything. when things are
true, they shine through regardless of the atmosphere.
and my mind just turns to pepsi
and i think of it a lot,
smart drinks lead me to forget
and coke won't get me high
when walls of smoothies rough me up
i sit right down and fill my cup,
drink it up
what was it luna? GOD BLESS YOUR LITTLE HEART? i'm glad you saw that
adunai. 2001. by: eric