9.5.01
matthew is alive, he overdosed on the over the counter medication "Coriciden"
which contains a drug called dextromethorphan hydrobromide. The standard
usage of this drug is around 240-500 mg's of the drug. my brother
took 1200 mgs. He was moving in jerking movements and talking in
broken sentinces. I asked him what he was on and he said "nothing"
then lost all motor control and collapsed into the wall. A
few moments later, he walked into the livingroom and fell straight backwards,
like a board, his head hit the floor pretty hard with a *clunk*.
He started convulsing a bit, his arms shaking, and i called 911.
I thought my brother was going to die in front of my eyes. The ambulance
came and took him to the hospital, he was put on numerous test machines.
He regained conscienceness and i went in to see him, he didn't know where
he was, and he kept smiling at me. the nurse (who was the mother
of brad knowles or whatever the guy from sublime's name is) had to put
a catheder in him to take a blood sample, something that is generally very
painful. I had to hold his hand and try to help him, but he just
grinned at me and licked his lips, pretending to be a lizard. Drugs
are bad. don't do them, unless you want to end up like this.
christ...
9.1.01
made a link to a bunch of obscure random stuff from throughout the
page, check it out, unless you don't want to.
8.26.01
Daphny is cool, i like daphny. she makes me happy when i would
otherwise be a FROZEN MAN. She is a great person.
I love her. Sometimes, when i look at her, i think she must be
the most beautiful girl in the world.
8.21.01
I got up to get some food, and on the table was my journal opened to
a page that said "I have always thought everyone
good
oughta
die"
(note the bold letters) with a picture of the american flag that had the
hammer and sickle where the stars should be. The whole reason i think
that was funny was because someone in my family went through my journal,
found that that page, and left it open on the kitchen table for other people
to see.
is it manipulative to hide your true thoughts and
feelings because you think the truth with hurt your relationship? someone
said it was. but perhaps it isn't. Sometimes conditions of
the relationship and miscommunication can make one person think they have
to hide/lie to make the other person happy. I think everyone does
it.
Is it ok sometimes? I'm unsure.
Is there sometimes when it's not ok? I think so.
When you are in a relationship with someone, and you want to LOVE
them, and you want them to LOVE you, i think it is important to
be honest about how you feel about situations with them.
if you are happy, say you are happy
if you are unhappy, say you are unhappy
if you are bored, say you are bored
do not lead them on. do not lead them to think things are fine
and great when they are not. I think that is the manipulatory part
of hiding your feelings. Sometimes it is ok to cover up little things
to spare un-needed arguements, but that does not mean that you should say
one thing, then think something else behind their back with bitterness.
I read something somewhere, i forget who wrote it, that described what
love was to him.
His mother loved chinese food, his father hated it, but every weekend,
his father would say "hey now, why don't we go to Mr Changs for dinner"
and his wife would smile happily, and he would order a grilled cheese sandwhich
everytime. she never caught on. That was how the author saw
that his father loved his mother.
I think the story would be completly different if after dinner, his
father would go home and call his friends and say things like "my bitch
wife and i went to chinese food, so i indulged her because i didn't want
her to not like me" while his wife sat home not knowing he thought this,
and thinking everything was fine.
I think that is BETRAYAL. He presented himself one way, while
secretly feeling another way and being spiteful about it.
In this streak, i think that if you're going to be spiteful or secretly
derisive of a person because they do whatever they are going to do, and
you comply and pretend to be happy and content, and you feel like you really
can't be honest about it with them, then maybe you are in the relationship
with the wrong person.
if you can't be yourself with someone, how can they ever really love
you?
and if they do love you, why would you feel the need to cover up the
truth about your feelings? wouldn't you want them to know?
if you see them as your CHAPERONE, as someone who holds them back
then
what kind of relationship is that?
how can they know you aren't happy if you lie about it?
how do you think it makes them feel to think they are making you happy
when really you are just covering your true feelings?
i guess thats all for now...
8.6.01
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the anti-unity destroys the unity, the anti-unity becomes the unity, an
anti-unity forms, the anti-unity destroys the unity, the anti-unity becomes
the unity.....
4.30.01
Bill Clinton arrives at the Kremlin to visit Boris Yeltsin. As he
enters the room for a State Dinner, he sees 3 buttons on the wall.
He
presses the first button and a pie flies across the room and hits him
in
the face. His hosts giggle. He then presses the second button. A steel
leg comes out of the wall and kicks him in the groin. The Russians
start
laughing like hell. He then presses the third button and a bucket of
water
spills over him. A few weeks later Boris Yeltsin comes to Washington
to
visit Bill Clinton. As he enters the room for a State Dinner, he sees
3
buttons on the wall. He presses the first one and nothing happens.
He
presses the second one - Nothing. He turns around smiling and says
"Wait till I tell my friends in Moscow about this" Clinton smiles back
and
says "Moscow? What Moscow?"
4.27.01
update? no.
whine? yes.
ok, i drove up to see daphny
3 weeks ago and got a speeding ticket on the way up. I was going
95 in a 70 zone, which is bad, yes, but not so bad, and easily correctable
through driving school. I saved my money so i could afford it even
if it was a bit over 300 dollars. I waited for the directions of
what to do in the mail, they finally came today.
The ticket said:
Your appearance is mandatory to clear this citation, you must appear
on or before 05/25/01. Traffic court is held in this court at 8:30
AM or 1 PM on friday's only (except hollidays) ect......
um....
what gives?
i've never heard of this nonsense before, i thought they just sent
you the bail amount, and you could just pay it off and be done with it,
and go to traffic school so the whole ordeal is over with. But this
letter i got said i have to drive to the court house which is about a 4-5
hour drive so i can appear in court. Why? i don't know... also, given
the times i can appear, either 8 AM or 1 PM that means.. i'll be leaving
at 3 AM or 8 AM on friday, driving up there, hoping i can handle the situation
at the time allowed, and then driving home? this is really really
nonsensical. I don't even know how much it's going to be.... Why can't
i just pay the fine?
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
oh well.
i've said it before
i'll say it again
fuck da police
althought maybe i'm just misinformed.. this is
my first ticket. blah
4.1.01
i totaled my car and got arrested for a DUI, my life has gone to shit..
oh well.... imight get to go back to jail though :) hmmm jail food (this
is a joke, i can't believe how many people.. ahh, stupid april fools day.)
i know anna, being this clever
sure is hard work, isn't it? (sarcasm for the intelligence challenged)
phycO w kniFe: i got this email and it said that this
one dude on AIM has an sn, its "slavemaster" and he has killed 56chicks
that hes talked to (so far), and i just wanted to warn you, if he IMs you,
dont talk to him.....
gaijinsensh i: i want to
gaijinsensh i: :-)
phycO w kniFe: why?
phycO w kniFe: lol
gaijinsensh i: cause
phycO w kniFe: well what you do is up to you
gaijinsensh i: i want him to invite me over
phycO w kniFe: im just warning ya
gaijinsensh i: and i'll go there
phycO w kniFe: lmao
gaijinsensh i: and when he tries to kill me
phycO w kniFe: i wanna die, but not by an asshole
gaijinsensh i: i'm gonna REGULATE
3.31.01
*scratches head*
hrm.
Isenghar sets his mechanical toy turtle down and give it a slight push.
With a few clicks and pops the mechanical toy turtle takes a few awkward
steps forward. Then, with a loud click and a whirring sound, the
turtle's feet, tail and head suddenly retract inside the shell. The
shell falls to the ground and rocks a few times before the limbs and head
re-emerge. He quickly retrieves it.
yeah anna, i don't get it either.
Tisa: what do you wana do?
Eric: anything, i'm bored
Eric: lala
Eric: i dunno
Eric: what do girls do?
Tisa: get laid
Eric: hahaha
3.28.01
whats this? an update?
the uberman jesus debate make of
it what you will :) DO IT
um
stuff..
and
updates..
yeah..
its like all is lost, and in
steps the second swordsman
1.23.01
conversation page is updated.
*whistles* more nonsense...
i'm beggining to feel like the filler bunny. not really, but it's a
funny comic.
I am a believer in inhibition, in letting the natural course of things
play out and for things like art to be unhindered by social standards or
mores. But lately i've noticed that pure chaos, pure energy, pure
idea can never be fully translated from the person who experiences it unto
any medium without some form of discipline. Regardless of the passion
we feel about things, we are still contrained by the physical existance
we have in this world, and that is where things like practice, and education
are important, to enable us to have the tools nessessary to express ourselves
to the world in a way that can be understood. A piece of art that
is raw unfiltered emotion would be undecipherable, it would be colors
and lines and brush strokes and splatters accross the canvas with apparently
no reason, and truly without the explanation of the artist, it would be
meaningless. Likewise, music, even that which sounds chaotic is actually
plotted out, timed, and patterned. It may seem like undiscplined
rage, but it is actually exactly tuned, exactly written. There is
a pulse to music, and all things that enable us to have reference,
something to tie the thing we are viewing or listening to or experiencing
to our own lives, our own perception of the world. That reference
is what allows us to understand and love the things we hear and see, because
it is no longer just relative to the creator, but to the viewers as well.
What is the meaning of all of this? well pretty much, it is my logisitics
behind throwing myself into school and education. I cannot expect
my desire to create to provide for me, so i must discipline myself and
learn, to be better able to function and thrive in our society. Yet
i wonder,do my philosophies justify my actions? or do my actions justify
my philosophies who knows. who cares? :)
um....
yeah
SinisterVWgurlie: whats the point
gaijinsenshi: whats the point of anything?
SinisterVWgurlie: exactly
gaijinsenshi: so why live now, you'll die eventually
gaijinsenshi: nothing to do but celebrate the nonsense of existance
SinisterVWgurlie: "were all gona die, you might as well die now"
gaijinsenshi: yep
gaijinsenshi: but i think life might be a mistake and my existance
is just a fluke, so i may as well get my kicks in
I'm tired and my history class bored my to tears (flash back of teacher
with electric drill)
everytime i go to update i feel like i have to walk on egg shells to
prevent upsetting the delicate balance i seem to have with one or two individuals
who like to tear at me every chance they get. Well no more.
nothing much left to say fer now, adios.